It was quite complicated before in 1 year past... but I knew that single would gave me freedom and happiness... but it gave me loneliness... It was tragedy in 1 year past... I tried to tell myself that I can be stronger.. still... it was tiring.. No matter how I tried, it still a failure...
Back to my story like 1 year and a half ago? It is a big change for me, I experienced a lot of things. I know everyone around me, try to step into new environment... But, there's still have something that will upset us right? Like me~ Get a bad results for few terms...*Roll the eyes*.. Love hurts me... *wanted to cry again*.. There's still many many things that I don't want to mention because it was way too painful for me to overcome those memories again~ But I know that I'm trying to control myself not to fall in love with anyone for now.. enjoy single life first =P *I'm sure someone gonna get a chopper and find me soon haha* I know it is stupid to cry for someone... but it was too painful when a person you expected to wish him be that way and end up changed like you couldn't imagine of... I had been heart breaking since last year til now... I really hope that I have my time to decide what is best for me... (Thanks sir =P)
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