When you standing far from me, I saw your depressed shadow.. I saw the shadow that I wanted to let it bright and give a hug for you.. When you face to me, I saw jealousy through your eyes even though you lied to me that you never jealous to anyone else.. When you talk to me on phone, I felt sadness and you been cried in your heart every time while I said something that you didn't want to know but you wanted me to tell you because we didn't want any secret between us.. The time I felt sadness through you.. my heart start crying... I thought... did I do anything wrong? I wish you don't worry too much about me.. I know you had been stressed whatever me and you been through.. I really want give you some warmth but I couldn't.. I want to cry on your shoulder to know how much I miss you... I want to let you know how tough I been alone without you.. When the time I needed you, I only can think of you and what you said to me before... In school, when I'm in depression I only can think of your smile but I cried all of the sudden.. I really wish you always by my side..
When you hug me, I felt warmth and I wanted to pause the time between you and me.. When you tell me jokes while I'm in bad mood or sad, I always feel happiness comes and brings me up.. When you helped me in some problems that I couldn't solve, I really glad that I have you by my side.. Even though we have many things happened between us but I hope that nothing can stop between our relationship =) I love you so much... No one can replace you til the day you don't love me anymore...
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